Heh, that sounds depressing. No worries, I never let myself being depressed. Whatever happens, I still can smile in front of the mirror before I start my day. Before reality, again, continues to ruin my life. Before I put on my mask and pretend to be someone I'm not. It's fun though. The 'fun' is however, very temporary.
And folks, about the confusion, it has to be dealt with. Don't you think?
I mean, you can't go around telling yourself "I'm confused, I'm confused" repeatedly. Without dealing with it. Well, I don't know how to deal with confusion. Maybe, the right thing is that, I never had the courage to do so.
So, for the time being, while figuring out how on earth to deal with confusion, I try not to think too much of it. I have a life. Confusion is not going to hinder me from being happy, carefree and well, boring.
I read loads and loads of books lately, so that i can escape, even for a while from my endless confusion. I read those books from fiction to literature, even self motivation book. ha-ha. There is a book entitled 'The Secret' which is quite engrossing- all about law of attraction. It's like, when you focus your thoughts on something you want, and you hold that focus, you are in that moment summoning what you want with the mightiest power in the Universe.
Yeah. I’m one of the few (or many) people in this world who eagerly awaits tomorrow.
At least, they are three things to be excited about:
1.) I'll having my first presentation.
2.) I’m going to MPH after class, continue reading 'The Secret' by Rhonda Byarne. Page??
3.) A dinner with akak.
Let’s go to bed and wake up early tomorrow!
The thing is, I’m tired of negativity and pessimism. Please.
Really, it’s not that complicated to be happy and enjoy life.
2 comments:
uhu. (bookworm) xD
yep. don't let pessivism kills ur daily life. always think postive and pray to Him for a good and blessed life, forever ;-)
book is food for brain :)
thank u alone for ur advice.
may Alalh bless u too..ameen :)
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